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Good things

I know I tend focus on the bad stuff sometimes, so I thought I'd list some good stuff that has happened in the last day or so.   - Mailed out 99% of the wedding invitations last night! The remaining 5 or so, are Todd's friends, and it's up to him to get the addresses. I wanted the rest to go out now, so people have a chance of having their wedding invitation before the shower.   - Had an awesome time at game last night. We had a very long game session yesterday, and it was one of the most fun games I've played. I'm really interested to see where it goes.   - My friend, Carly, is coming to my shower!! I'm so excited!   - Getting a manicure this coming Friday - since my plane is arriving in Saginaw at noon, we are going to have a bunch of time to kill before my bach. party, so my aunt and I will be going to the mall to get manicures   That's pretty much it for now.. I'm going to try and relax tonight -I'm going to get me some Panera Bread (French Onion soup is my sicky comfort food) and watch some 7th Heaven and Live Action Sailor Moon.

Eoywin

Eoywin

 

The Soundtrack to My Life

Yes, indeed: Fuck the World.   I have been really pissy today with due cause: some of the stuff which was not stolen in the riots has since gone missing although we packed it up and brought it to the new house ourselves. My brand spanking new mandolin (no Shaker pie any time soon), brand new frying pan and knives. All imported from the US, of course. Fucking brilliant that I got my shipment from the states exactly four days before the riots. Allowing me time to unpack everything and lay it out in neat little rows for hoodlum Spandi kids to get their grubby mits on after they busted through my front door.   Adding to the irritation is work. There is a certain foreigner with whom I work who is about to find out what time it is. Maybe I am placing all of my frustration on her, but other people I work with are corroborating my assumptions and it is not long before there will be a mutiny. She (being in a position of authority higher than me) hired her friend for a senior expatriate position, takes the credit for every time I bust my ass and turn out something extraordinary, alienates the Afghan staff and talks shit about them when they are not around, and has personally attacked me. What can I do?   So, fuck the world. At least this anger is fueling three mile runs after work.

Confection

Confection

 

This blog lives!

Yeah, it's ages since I've written in here...   I need to find a way to keep myself occupied on Saturday evenings now that Doctor Who has ended. OMG what an ending as well...I was almost crying.   HERE BE SPOILERS! (for anyone in the US that is)   Spoiler DALEKS V. CYBERMEN!!! The ultimate deathmatch! But I think that extermination is much worse than mere deletion...I thought the Daleks were destroyed by the time vortex-possessed Rose at the end of the last series but it seems you can't exterminate all the Daleks!  And Rose's final fate-that was really emotional. I won't say it all but the bit where the Doctor seemed all lonely and where his speech got cut off was very sad-we never got to hear him say he loved Rose, that almost got the tears going...until Catherine Tate (awesome British comedienne-of 'am I bovvered' fame) appeared and I almost cracked up. Roll on Christmas!!   Ok, other news. Crete was amazing, and I would love to post some pictures here-I may do so soon.   I also hope France win the Cup tomorrow. I can say that because I'm half French and I think the French team rock.   I've also got myself a bit of voluntary work if I don't get the job I'm hoping for this summer-well, sort of. I get to work at the nearby cat shelter! I don't care if it's non-paid work, I love cats and being around those gorgeous furry things makes me very happy indeed. I get to work with some of the most beautiful kittens-some of them were climbing up my trousers and sucking my fingers! So adorable. And then there's the 'hugging cat' who jumps on the chair and puts its front legs around my waist, like a hug. These cats are either donated to the shelter or are found on the street and are nurtured by the staff and volunteers until they find new homes-and if I ever want to get another kitty, I can go and get one here!   I really can't wait to get my Lotus Moon order as well. So much new BPAL on the way. I should technically be a very happy bunny right now but PMS is preventing that stupid pre-menstrual headache!

yeahbutnobut

yeahbutnobut

 

Entire GC Swap Reviews - 13bodies Package #2

Cross-posted to the reviews forum.   13bodies package #2: Bon Vivant, Cobra Lily, Dee, Djinn, The Great Sword of War, Kurukulla.   Bon Vivant - An effervescent blend of crystalline champagne notes and sweet strawberry. It does smell like champagne, which is quite nice, but the strawberry scent smells artificial on my skin. It reminds me of a strawberry lip gloss. My hubby likes it a lot on me, but it's not really doing anything for me.   Cobra Lily - Sharp, heady and viciously carnivorous. I love this one! It smells bright and slightly fruity. It's a little bit green, but the fruitiness stays around too. It's pretty and light and feminine. Also it's a red oil, and I almost always love the red ones.   Dee - His scent is soft English leather, rosewood and tonka with a hint of incense, parchment and soft woods. This oil smells like a gentleman's cologne -- it reminds me of my dad. My dad was one of those guys who wore a tie to work every day of his life and always carried a briefcase. He was very meticulous about his appearance and picky about his shampoo, shaving cream, and aftershave. When I was a little girl I used to love giving him a kiss before he left for work because I loved the way he smelled. I thought he smelled clean and like Daddies were supposed to smell. Looking back, I know it was woodsy and sweet and must have had a little bit of leather in in somewhere. Just like Dee.   I think Dee is the only BPAL oil that reminds me so strongly of my dad that I would prefer that my husband does not wear it.   Djinn - The scent of black smoke, of crackling flames, and smoldering ashes. Phew, that's strong! It's also sweeter than I thought it would be -- this is sweet smoke rather than dark smoke. It's actually not as bad as I expected it would be, but it's giving me a headache so it has to go.   The Great Sword of War - Mandarin, tonka, saffron, black tea, cocoa, tobacco leaf, sanguine red musk and five classical herbs of conflict. This is an oil that I expected to like because I love the listed notes, but I had a very meh reaction to it. I thought it would be kind a musky deep scent, and I mainly got tea and herbs out of it. I guess the "five classical herbs of conflict" are too dominant for me. It ends up being closer to what I like when it's completely dry, but I don't think I like it well enough to ever want a bottle of it.   Karukulla - Her scent is a harmonious, sweet, enchanting blend of three lotus blooms and three roses. Surprisingly fruity at first, although I'm beginning to realize that lotus smells fruity on me. The roses underneath are not very noticeable at first but dominate the scent when dry. This blend smells sweet and feminine -- I would definitely use the word "harmonious." The notes all combine nicely and the overall effect is soft and pretty.

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Orders Received (Part 2)

*i ran out of room in the other post!*   aizen-myoo 5ml 7/08 from ivyandpeony sundew 5ml 7/08 from ivyandpeony ashodel (frimp!) 7/08 from ivyandpeony   ice queen 7/08 from roostergrrl on LJ blue moon 7/08 from roostergrrl on LJ   the unicorn 5ml 7/08 from syrenemyst on LJ midwinter's eve (frimp!) 7/08 from syrenemyst on LJ jabberwocky (frimp!) 7/08 from syrenemyst on LJ imp roller bottle (frimp!) 7/08 from syrenemyst on LJ   spirits of the dead 7/08 SWAP from Cordia the cracked bell 7/08 SWAP from Cordia all saints 7/08 SWAP from Cordia jolly roger 7/08 SWAP from Cordia the hesperides 7/08 SWAP from Cordia eris 7/08 SWAP from Cordia hunger (frimp!) hell's belle (frimp!) blood (frimp!)   monster bait: closet 5ml 7/08 from Arylkin the dormouse 5ml (empty) 7/08 from Arylkin   midwinter's eve 5ml 7/10 SWAP with iriedanym on LJ   dracul 5ml 7/11 from mandrag0ra on LJ strawberry moon 7/11 from mandrag0ra on LJ hollywood babylon (frimp!) 7/11 from mandrag0ra on LJ   beaver moon 5ml 7/12 FROM EBAY   smut 5ml 7/12 SWAP from WidgetAlley   yerevan 5ml 7/13 from harmonyfb shub 7/13 from harmonyfb chaste moon 7/13 from harmonyfb ophelia (frimp!) 7/13 from harmonyfb   endymion 5ml 7/13 from Eunice_Branca tzadikim nistarim 7/13 from Eunice_Branca march hare 7/13 from Eunice_Branca   arkham revisited 5ml 7/14 FROM EBAY   herr drosselmeyer 7/14 from gingersnapp on LJ anubis (frimp!) 7/14 from gingersnapp on LJ penthus (frimp!) 7/14 from gingersnapp on LJ   katharina 5ml 7/14 from EBAY szepasszony 5ml 7/14 from EBAY king of hearts (frimp!) 7/14 from EBAY dove's heart (frimp!) 7/14 from EBAY sin (frimp!) 7/14 from EBAY   thunderbird 7/14 SWAP from flummoxicated on LJ sugar cookie 7/14 SWAP from flummoxicated on LJ   hunter moon 7/15 from Nadirah wolf moon 7/15 from Nadirah   dreamland 7/15 from midnight_aeval on LJ aeval 7/15 from midnight_aeval on LJ grand guignol 7/15 from midnight_aeval on LJ   oisin 7/15 SWAP from cybra111   Litha 5ml 7/15 FROM BPAL * aizen-myoo 7/15 FROM BPAL * the dormouse 7/15 FROM BPAL dorian 7/15 FROM BPAL danube 7/15 FROM BPAL leanan sidhe 7/15 FROM BPAL phobos 7/15 FROM BPAL rome (frimp!) 7/15 FROM BPAL darkness (frimp!) 7/15 FROM BPAL vinland (frimp!) 7/15 FROM BPAL   pool of tears 5ml 7/17 from ayrdaomei on LJ tweedledum 5ml 7/17 from ayrdaomei on LJ yemaya (frimp!) 7/17 from ayrdaomei on LJ rapture (frimp!) 7/17 from ayrdaomei on LJ psyche (frimp!) 7/17 from ayrdaomei on LJ   whippoorwill 7/17 from bloodlotus1 march hare (x2) 7/17 from bloodlotus1 roadhouse 7/17 from bloodlotus1 mantis (frimp!) 7/17 from bloodlotus1   dunwich 5ml 7/17 from dragon_mintz on LJ chiroptera 5ml 7/17 from dragon_mintz on LJ sepulcher 5ml 7/17 from dragon_mintz on LJ shattered (frimp!) 7/17 from dragon_mintz on LJ fortunato (frimp!) 7/17 from dragon_mintz on LJ the lady of shallot (frimp!) 7/17 from dragon_mintz on LJ polyhymnia (frimp!) 7/17 from dragon_mintz on LJ   blood countess 7/17 SWAP from mountainwitch ace of cups 7/17 SWAP from mountainwitch hymn 7/17 SWAP from mountainwitch seraglio 7/17 SWAP from mountainwitch   miskatonic university 7/17 from violalee on LJ   frost moon 7/18 SWAP from Elri cold moon 7/18 SWAP from Elri   drink me 7/18 from aessedai lucy's kiss 7/18 from aessedai whip 7/18 from aessedai mouse's long & sad tale 7/18 from aessedai black pearl 7/18 from aessedai doc buzzard sniffie 7/13 from aessedai   eat me 5ml 7/18 from bheansidhe on LJ oisin 7/18 from bheansidhe on LJ nefertiti (frimp!) 7/18 from bheansidhe on LJ   thunderbird 5ml 7/18 FROM EBAY ode to melancholy (frimp!) 7/18 FROM EBAY   cold moon 7/18 from edenssixthday on LJ tombstone 7/18 from edenssixthday on LJ shill 7/18 from edenssixthday on LJ beltane '06 7/18 from edenssixthday on LJ hexennacht 7/18 from edenssixthday on LJ vicomte de valmont 7/18 from edenssixthday on LJ ra (frimp!) 7/18 from edenssixthday on LJ yggdrasil (frimp!) 7/18 from edenssixthday on LJ   et lux fuit 5ml (from willcall by GypsyRoseRed) sudha segara 5ml (from willcall by GypsyRoseRed) bordello 5ml (from willcall by GypsyRoseRed) villain (frimp!) (from willcall by GypsyRoseRed) madrid (frimp!) (from willcall by GypsyRoseRed) eve (frimp!) 7/18 from BPAL (from willcall by GypsyRoseRed)   15 imp sized roller bottles 7/18 from roostergrrl on LJ   queen of spades 7/18 from Ebay hades (frimp!) 7/18 from Ebay   oisin 5ml (empty) 7/19 from syrenemyst on LJ beltane 5ml (empty) 7/19 from syrenemyst on LJ   blue scarf 7/20 from hachanri   snake charmer 7/20 SWAP from bifemmefatale on LJ   Hungry Ghost Moon 5ml 7/21 FROM BPAL Chaos Theory 3 5ml 7/21 FROM BPAL dragon's musk (frimp!) 7/21 FROM BPAL dragon's eye (frimp!) 7/21 FROM BPAL dublin (frimp!) 7/21 FROM BPAL rose cross (frimp!) 7/21 FROM BPAL   black opal 7/21 from allyparker on LJ jabberwocky 7/21 from allyparker on LJ vice 7/21 from allyparker on LJ aureus 7/21 from allyparker on LJ nosferatu 7/21 from allyparker on LJ   cthulu 7/21 from karlajean on LJ whippoorwill 7/21 from karlajean on LJ corazon 7/21 from karlajean on LJ   dandelion SN (eeek!!) 7/21 SWAP from reedsong enraged bunny musk 7/21 SWAP from reedsong tezcatlipoca 7/21 SWAP from reedsong silentium amoris 7/21 SWAP from reedsong black orchid (sniffie) 7/21 SWAP from reedsong nihil (sniffie) 7/21 SWAP from reedsong ozymandias 7/21 SWAP from reedsong dorian 7/21 SWAP from reedsong   TAL Bastet's Laughter 7/22 ** joined decant circle for this through ABrokenAngel TAL Hand of Hermes 7/22 ** joined decant circle for this through ABrokenAngel TAL White Light 7/22 ** joined decant circle for this through ABrokenAngel TAL Temple Celtic 7/22 ** joined decant circle for this through ABrokenAngel   march hare 5ml 7/22 SWAP with kariquirks on LJ   fae 5ml 7/24 from rhovanion on LJ asphodel 5ml 7/24 from rhovanion on LJ dorian 5ml 7/24 from rhovanion on LJ city in the sea 5ml (empty) 7/24 from rhovanion on LJ   alone 7/24 SWAP with Ah Xia tezcatlipoca 7/24 SWAP with Ah Xia delight 7/24 SWAP with Ah Xia seance (frimp!) 7/24 SWAP with Ah Xia   kingsport 7/24 from tabbyintx on LJ ice queen 7/24 from tabbyintx on LJ hexannacht 7/24 from tabbyintx on LJ Tarot: the Star 7/24 from tabbyintx on LJ   egg nog 7/24 from wolfgrrl on LJ (from EBAY) graveyard dirt 7/24 from wolfgrrl on LJ luperci 7/24 from wolfgrrl on LJ talvikuu 7/24 from wolfgrrl on LJ velvet 7/24 from wolfgrrl on LJ mantis 7/24 from wolfgrrl on LJ delight 7/24 from wolfgrrl on LJ djnn 7/24 from wolfgrrl on LJ   Yog-sothoth 7/25 SWAP from mousekinn on LJ lady macbeth 7/25 SWAP from mousekinn on LJ   ice queen 7/26 from delerone on LJ chaste moon 7/26 from delerone on LJ   tulzscha 5ml 7/26 FROM EBAY dee (frimp!) 7/26 FROM EBAY dracul (frimp!) 7/26 FROM EBAY twenty-one (frimp!) 7/26 FROM EBAY faustus (frimp!) 7/26 FROM EBAY   beltane 2006 5ml 7/26 from Brienze val sans setour sniffie 7/26 from Brienze   jacob's ladder 7/26 from maewitch lucy's kiss 7/26 from maewitch jolly roger 7/26 from maewitch   BLUE BRACELET 7/28 from kiiosells on LJ   baobhan sith 5ml (empty) 7/28 from flummoxicated on LJ delight (frimp!) 7/28 from flummoxicated on LJ   stfu (TAL) 7/28 from SWAP crescentwitch on LJ coyote 7/28 from SWAP crescentwitch on LJ high john the conqueror 7/28 SWAP from crescentwitch on LJ odin 7/28 SWAP from crescentwitch on LJ loviatar 7/28 SWAP from crescentwitch on LJ oblivion 7/28 SWAP from crescentwitch on LJ   kingsport 5ml (1/2 full) 7/28 from finnuala198 on LJ tzadikim nisfarim (frimp!) 7/28 from finnuala198 on LJ   mitzvah 7/31 from kellerbl on LJ lucretia 7/31 from kellerbl on LJ black lily 7/31 from kellerbl on LJ nihil 7/31 from kellerbl on LJ carnal 7/31 from kellerbl on LJ   clove 7/31 from madnesspassing on LJ thunderbird 7/31 from madnesspassing on LJ wolf moon 7/31 from madnesspassing on LJ skadi 5ml (empty) 7/31 from madnesspassing on LJ   rose red 2004 5ml 7/31 from rhubarbbear   jolly roger 5ml 7/31 from oceandreamer001 kitsune-tsuki 7/31 from oceandreamer001   kumiho 5ml 7/31 from celestyna on LJ dragon's eye (frimp!) 7/31 from celestyna on LJ mad hatter (frimp!) 7/31 from celestyna on LJ   queen of diamonds 8/03 from visionshadows on LJ hunter moon 8/03 from visionshadows on LJ rosalind (frimp!) 8/03 from visionshadows on LJ   snow white 2004 8/03 5ml from fallow deer lady of shallot (frimp!) 8/03 5ml from fallow deer goneril (frimp!) 8/03 5ml from fallow deer nyarlathotep (frimp!) 8/03 5ml from fallow deer   tweedledee 5ml 8/03 from sookster   Trick or Treat 5ml (partial) 8/03 from the_cat_goddess on LJ flower moon sniffie 8/03 from the_cat_goddess on LJ   ELF 5ml 8/03 from valentina   hgm 8/03 from wildchild walks with wolves thunderbird 5ml (empty) 8/03 from wildchild walks with wolves budding moon 5ml (empty) 8/03 from wildchild walks with wolves hgm 5ml (empty) 8/03 from wildchild walks with wolves   snow angel 8/03 from catabolicmind on LJ dirty 5ml 8/03 from catabolicmind on LJ thalia 8/03 from catabolicmind on LJ   tarot: the hermit 8/03 SWAP with crescentwench on LJ tarot: the hanged man 8/03 SWAP with crescentwench on LJ storyville sniffie 8/03 SWAP with crescentwench on LJ mars (frimp!) 8/03 SWAP with crescentwench on LJ   snow white 2004 8/05 from caitygrl96 on LJ mercury 8/05 from caitygrl96 on LJ atropa's cottage: virgo & pisces 8/05 from caitygrl96 on LJ butterfly tin 8/05 from caitygrl96 on LJ whippoorwill 8/05 SWAP with caitygrl96   mouse's long & sad tale 5ml 8/05 from shay_85 on LJ black pearl (frimp!) 8/05 from shay_85 on LJ   tempest 8/05 SWAP with spinallandscapes sea of glass 8/05 SWAP with spinallandscapes catherine 8/05 SWAP with spinallandscapes whippoorwill 5ml (x2) 8/05 SWAP with spinallandscapes hellion 8/05 SWAP with spinallandscapes CT3 5ml 8/05 SWAP with spinallandscapes shub x3 8/05 SWAP with spinallandscapes sleepy moon 8/05 SWAP with spinallandscapes   evening star 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy othello 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy baobhan sith 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy baneberry 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy aglaea 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy alice 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy leanan sidhe 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy titania 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy megaera 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy phantom queen 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy perversion 8/05 SWAP with hennafairy   cthulu 5ml 8/07 from dragon_mintz on LJ pink phoenix (frimp!) 8/07 from dragon_mintz on LJ kyoto (frimp!) 8/07 from dragon_mintz on LJ chimera (frimp!) 8/07 from dragon_mintz on LJ   nihil 8/07 from elfmaiden hgm 8/07 from elfmaiden beaver moon 8/07 from elfmaiden french love (frimp!) 8/07 from elfmaiden   HGM 5ml 8/07 from aessedai   queen of spades 8/07 from adadochka on LJ baobhan sith (frimp!) iamb (frimp!)   snow angel 8/07 from EBAY beltane '06 8/07 from EBAY budding moon 8/07 from EBAY casanova (frimp!) 8/07 from EBAY   queen of diamonds 8/07 from llamachameleon on LJ hungry ghost moon 8/07 from llamachameleon on LJ   hgm 5ml 8/07 from neverseenbleu on LJ tempest 8/07 from neverseenbleu on LJ eve 5ml (empty) 8/07 from neverseenbleu on LJ penny dreadful (frimp!) 8/07 from neverseenbleu on LJ desdemona (frimp!) 8/07 from neverseenbleu on LJ   100 imp vials 8/07 from bethie_nova on LJ   HGM tshirt & decant 8/08 from crescentwench on LJ   thunderbird 8/09 from wolfgrrl on LJ peace 8/09 from wolfgrrl on LJ pisces 8/09 from wolfgrrl on LJ   isle of the dead 8/09 from the_otherworld budding moon 5ml (1 imp left) 8/09 from rhovanion on LJ midway 8/09 from rhovanion on LJ   the black tower 8/12 SWAP with dragon_moon on LJ rakshasha 8/12 SWAP with dragon_moon on LJ   oneiroi 8/12 SWAP from jazlyn maenad 8/12 SWAP from jazlyn queen 8/12 SWAP from jazlyn Estee Lauder soap 8/12 SWAP from jazlyn   mock turtle's lessons 5ml 8/12 from bethie_nova on LJ   fee 8/12 from llamachameleon on LJ nine mysteries 8/12 from llamachameleon on LJ pumpkin king sniffie 8/12 from llamachameleon on LJ 3x Atropa's Cottage samples 8/12 from llamachameleon on LJ   beltane 05 8/12 5ml from Reinier   Smut 8/14 from sacred_poetry Pumpkin Patch #1 8/14 from sacred_poetry Mistletoe 8/14 from sacred_poetry Lick it 8/14 from sacred_poetry Thunderbird 8/14 from sacred_poetry Nosferatu 8/14 from sacred_poetry Jabberwocky 8/14 from sacred_poetry Danse Macabre 8/14 from sacred_poetry Faustus 8/14 from sacred_poetry Carnal 8/14 from sacred_poetry Villain 8/14 from sacred_poetry Stardust (sniffie) 8/14 from sacred_poetry the rat king (frimp!) 8/14 from sacred_poetry penny dreadful (frimp!) 8/14 from sacred_poetry wolfsbane (frimp!) 8/14 from sacred_poetry endymion (frimp!) 8/14 from sacred_poetry belladonna (frimp!) 8/14 from sacred_poetry snowblind sniffie (frimp!) 8/14 from sacred_poetry   Arcana Dia de los Muertos 5ml 8/14 from gaai   CT3: CDX 8/14 SWAP from kiio tigerlily (frimp!) 8/14 SWAP from kiio   sudha segara 5ml (1/2) 8/15 from valentina   HGM 5ml 8/15 SWAP from the_cat_goddess on LJ Snow Angel 5ml (empty) 8/15 SWAP from the_cat_goddess on LJ   whippoorwill 5ml 8/16 from Jola on LJ   misk u 5ml 8/16 from EBAY   isle of the dead 5ml (empty) 8/18 from the_otherworld block buster 5ml (partial) 8/18 from the_otherworld road opener 5ml (partial) 8/18 from the_otherworld white light 5ml (partial) 8/18 from the_otherworld handfasting 8/18 7/31 from the_otherworld centzon totochtin (frimp!) 8/18 7/31 from the_otherworld   harvest moon '06 5ml 8/18 FROM BPAL amsterdam 5ml 8/18 FROM BPAL tzadikim nistrarim (frimp!) 8/18 FROM BPAL empyreal mist (frimp!) 8/18 FROM BPAL hellfire (frimp!) 8/18 FROM BPAL dragon's bone (frimp!) 8/18 FROM BPAL   orpheus 8/18 from edensixthday on LJ thunderbird 8/18 from edensixthday on LJ arcana samples 8/18 from edensixthday on LJ Terra Nova sample 8/18 from edensixthday on LJ the coiled serpent (frimp!) 8/18 from edensixthday on LJ malice (frimp!) 8/18 from edensixthday on LJ   Honey I Washed the Kids perfume (LUSH) 8/18 from Gypsy Row   pandora 8/20 from spinallandscapes on LJ ice queen 5ml EMPTY 8/20 from spinallandscapes on LJ   CT3: DLXIII 8/19 from blood onmy hands MB: Underpants 8/19 from blood onmy hands   orpheus 5ml (partial) 8/21 from gypsyrosered   Midway 5ml 8/21 SWAP with LunaSea aeval (frimp!) 8/21 SWAP with LunaSea akuma (frimp!) 8/21 SWAP with LunaSea   baneberry 5ml 8/21from jolarocknrolla aglaea 5ml 8/21 from jolarocknrolla peacock queen 5ml 8/21 from jolarocknrolla   Femaledictions sample set, LUSH bath bomb & sample 8/21 from treesnail on LJ   alice 5ml (empty) 8/21 from caitygrl96 on LJ kingsport 8/21 from caitygrl96 on LJ trick or treat 8/21 from caitygrl96 on LJ puck (frimp!) 8/21 from caitygrl96 on LJ   fiery wall of protection 8/22 from lissalissa elixir: safari 5ml (partial) 8/22 from lissalissa   handfasting 8/24 from canciona on LJ glamour 8/24 from canciona on LJ bastet's laughter 5ml (EMPTY) 8/24 from canciona on LJ blessing of isis 5ml (EMPTY) 8/24 from canciona on LJ concentration 5ml (EMPTY) 8/24 from canciona on LJ fiery wall of protection 5ml (EMPTY) 8/24 from canciona on LJ glamour 5ml (EMPTY) 8/24 from canciona on LJ hand of hermes 5ml (EMPTY) 8/16 from canciona on LJ handfasting 5ml (EMPTY) 8/24 from canciona on LJ STFU 5ml (EMPTY) 8/24 from canciona on LJ temple celtic 5ml (EMPTY) 8/24 from canciona on LJ   imp pouch 8/25 from caitygrl96 on LJ   allegory 8/25 SWAP from cybra111   LUSH le coeur bar 8/25 from eml298   mabon (arrived empty! OH THE HORROR!) 8/28 from Emu Nymph chaste moon 8/28 from Emu Nymph hellfire (frimp!) 8/28 from Emu Nymph eternal (frimp!) 8/28 from Emu Nymph dance of death (frimp!) 8/28 from Emu Nymph   orpheus 8/28 from sunk on LJ ides of march 8/28 from sunk on LJ sylph 8/28 from sunk on LJ   lughnasadh 8/29 from pixeldimensia on LJ wanda (frimp!)   queen of diamonds 5ml 8/29 from dragon_mintz on LJ sleepy moon 5ml 8/29 from dragon_mintz on LJ ogun (frimp!) 8/29 from dragon_mintz on LJ maiden (frimp!) 8/29 from dragon_mintz on LJ rose cross (frimp!) 8/29 from dragon_mintz on LJ   spirits of the dead 5ml 8/29 from sarada frost moon (frimp!) 8/29 from sarada   danube 5ml 8/31 from jolarocknrolla 13 5ml 8/31 from jolarocknrolla   cockaigne 5ml 8/31 from EBAY dance of death (frimp!)   mag mell 8/31 from EBAY machu picchu (frimp!) 8/31 from EBAY malediction (frimp!) 8/31 from EBAY   snake charmer 5ml 8/31 SWAP from Aredhel   azazel sniffie 9/01 SWAP with filigree_shadow thunderbird 9/01 from filigree_shadow fiery wall of protection 9/01 from filigree_shadow white light 9/01 from filigree_shadow crucible of courage (frimp!) 9/01 from filigree_shadow feu follet sniffie (frimp!) 9/01 from filigree_shadow storyville sniffie (frimp!) 9/01 from filigree_shadow jezebel (frimp!) 9/01 from filigree_shadow dragon's musk (frimp!) 9/01 from filigree_shadow   chaste moon 5ml 9/01 from chai_girl the unicorn x2 (frimps!) 9/01 from chai_girl masabakes (frimp!) 9/01 from chai_girl la belle au bois dormant (frimp!) 9/01 from chai_girl ave maria gratia plena (frimp!) 9/01 from chai_girl hamadryad (frimp!) 9/01 from chai_girl amsterdam (frimp!) 9/01 from chai_girl   queen gertrude 9/05 SWAP from llamachameleon on LJ thunderbird 9/05 SWAP from llamachameleon on LJ   arcana: black tea; femaledictions: dia de los muertos, dirtnap, fruit cellar, funeral pyre, requiem, scarecrow, & swank; L'occitane: green tea with mint 9/05 from la_colere on LJ   storm moon 5ml 9/05 from NoirRosaleen   midway 2004 5ml (1 imp left) 9/05 from thecatgoddess   lightning 9/06 SWAP from puredeadthingy   les bijioux 5ml 9/07 from GypsyRoseRed   doc constantine 9/07 from delphinine on LJ pele (frimp!) 9/07 from delphinine on LJ   kingsport 9/09 SWAP from themerrybaker fire eater 9/09 SWAP from themerrybaker   SWAP O' DOOM 9/11 from spark: hecate, hetairae, incantation, inferno, jezebel, moscow, tenochititlan, urania, penitence, nephilim, satyr, anathema, brimstone, ephemera, & tushnamatay; thunderbird & arkham revisited FRIMPS   mme. moriarty 9/11 from ninevah on LJ   Cloister Graveyard in the Snow 5ml 9/11 from rivertumbled on LJ   vials & pipettes 9/11 from SevenSins   roadhouse 10ml 9/13 from BPAL dirty 10ml 9/13 from BPAL the unicorn 10ml 9/13 from BPAL embalming fluid 10ml 9/13 from BPAL   wolf moon 5ml (empty) 9/13 SWAP from reedsong kumari kandam 9/13 from reedsong   f5 5ml 9/15 from BPAL gennivre: L artiste du Diable 5ml 9/15 from BPAL jolly roger (frimp!) 9/15 from BPAL peitho (frimp!) 9/15 from BPAL arcana (frimp!) 9/15 from BPAL dublin (frimp!) 9/15 from BPAL   pomegranate SN 9/16 SWAP from miharu   doc constantine 5ml partial 9/16 from lorajc   lyonesse 9/16 SWAP from portalkat midnight on the midway (FRIMP!) 9/16 SWAP from portalkat carnivale diabolique (FRIMP!) 9/16 SWAP from portalkat pulcinella & ter (FRIMP!) 9/16 SWAP from portalkat   xanthe 5ml 9/18 from Heavenlyrabbit   Theodosius 5ml 9/18 from nineveh   Queen of Diamonds 9/18 SWAP from Melantha   satan & death with sin intervening 9/19 from caitygrl96 on LJ bat woman 9/19 from caitygrl96 on LJ carnivale diabolique (frimp!) 9/19 from caitygrl96 on LJ longevity (frimp!) 9/19 from caitygrl96 on LJ   AC sweet patootie 5ml 9/19 from dierne Femaledictions vials 9/19 from dierne oblivion (frimp!) 9/19 from dierne   Silence 5ml 9/20 from elspeth arcana (frimp!) 9/20 from elspeth carnal (frimp!) 9/20 from elspeth ephemera (frimp!) 9/20 from elspeth   Titania 5ml 9/20 SWAP with sassyjenski on LJ thalia (frimp!) 9/20 SWAP with sassyjenski on LJ juliet (frimp!) 9/20 SWAP with sassyjenski on LJ   AC sweet patootie 9/20 from la_colere   lugnasadh 9/25 from EBAY geek 9/25 from EBAY montressor 9/25 from EBAY   Aunt Caroline's Money Bag 5ml (TAL) 9/25 from decant circle thru Reedsong Aunt Caroline's Money Draw (TAL) 9/25 from decant circle thru Reedsong Gainful Employment (TAL) 9/25 from decant circle thru Reedsong Joy 5ml (TAL) 9/25 from decant circle thru Reedsong Nocturne (TAL) 9/25 from decant circle thru Reedsong   Schlitzie's Ragbag of Toothaches! Curio Set (Femaledictions) 9/25 from aessedai   Fox Woman 9/25 SWAP with dragovianknight on LJ   Thaleia 5ml 9/25 from Gale the Unicorn (frimp!) 9/25 from Gale   Black Moon 5ml (1 imp) 9/30 from kiiosells on LJ   pontarlier 10/02 from edenssixthday ochosi 10/02 from edenssixthday thagirion 10/02 from edenssixthday a'arab araq 10/02 from edenssixthday ghagiel 10/02 from edenssixthday gha'agsheblah 10/02 from edenssixthday gamaliel 10/02 from edenssixthday nahemoth 10/02 from edenssixthday samael 10/02 from edenssixthday   Circe 10/04 SWAP from schmarian on LJ eidolon 10/04 SWAP from schmarian on LJ et lux fuit (frimp!) 10/04 SWAP from schmarian on LJ strawberry moon (frimp!) 10/04 SWAP from schmarian on LJ Arcana Lost for Words (frimp!) 10/045 SWAP from schmarian on LJ   Urania 10ml 10/04 from shantih on LJ   Servare 5ml 10/04 from kiiosells on LJ MCCXIX-1219: Subtle sweet, creamyness with a hint of clean 10/049 from kiiosells on LJ   Bat Woman 5ml 10/05 from elfmaiden follow me boy (frimp!) 10/05 from elfmaiden kabuki (frimp!) 10/05 from elfmaiden   Yemaya 5ml (empty) 10/05 from myskat on LJ   Bordello 5ml 10/05 SWAP from findingstars kabuki (frimp!) 10/05 SWAP from findingstars lilith (frimp!) 10/05 SWAP from findingstars   Death of the Grave Digger 5ml 10/06 from lm on LJ The Isles of Demons 10/06 from lm on LJ Port Royal 10/06 from lm on LJ   Midnight on the Midway 5ml (empty) 10/06 from syrenemyst on LJ   Crucible of Courage 10/10 SWAP from waywardoctagon on LJ belle epoque (frimp!) 10/10 SWAP from waywardoctagon on LJ   Trick or Treat Inquisition (TREAT #1) 10/10 from BPTP   Phantom Queen 5ml 10/12 from mandora on LJ Tarot: the Star 10ml (empty) 10/12 from mandora on LJ   Lunacy ID case 10/14 from BPTP Black Moon Tee x1 10/14 from BPTP   Treat #2 decant 10/16 SWAP from sarahmarie   june gloom 10/16 from storme on LJ CT3 10/16 from storme on LJ dragon's bone (frimp!) 10/16 from storme on LJ himerus (frimp!) 10/16 from storme on LJ   Trick #2 decant 10/20 SWAP from korshka   White Moon 5ml x4 (DECANT CIRCLE) 10/23 from the LAB Frimps: siren, sri lanka, juke joint, ultraviolet, wolfsbane, #20 love oil, pain, & suspiro 10/23 from the LAB   Jinx Removing TAL 10/24 SWAP from mountainwitch viola (frimp!) 10/24 SWAP from mountainwitch   HALLOWEENIE/DRAGON DECANT CIRCLE BOTTLES 10/26 FROM LAB KINDLY MOON 5ml 10/26 FROM LAB Elixir Bitch 5ml 10/26 FROM LAB Mme. 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eviltemptressdq

eviltemptressdq

 

*Yawn*

I haven't slept well for a week or so now, so I'm nodding off at my desk (boring spreadsheet assignments doesn't help this at all!).   Plus, since I'm still feeling pretty sad, that makes me feel even sleepy-er.   I am amused by the new BPAL fanfic, though I think the first one is still the best. It was so funny! I hope this new one is fun though.   I hope my Lotus Moon order gets here soon... I could use some smellies to cheer me up.

Eoywin

Eoywin

 

My own take on Karma

Valentina's post on the topic of Karma reminded me of a post I had been meaning to write a few months ago on the exact same topic.   First, as a bit of introduction. The summer between my junior and senior years of college I fucked up. Part of it was being 20 years old and personally stupid, and part of it was being naiive and not realizing I was being sucked into a vortex of other people's problems. I won't go into details because it was stupid, and anyway, it happened 6 years ago. The drama culminated in the woman involved in the drama threatening to drive to Nashville and shoot me.   Fast forward to a couple of months ago, she calls my mother (my parents phone number was on the lease I signed that summer when I rented their house) trying to track me down. My mom won't give her my contact info, but accidentally let slip I was in St Louis. I'm in the phone book, so it was easy to find me. My mom was nice enough to call me and let me know this woman had called. She had told my mom that she needed "closure".   (Let me interject that counselors/therapists/well meaning friends who tell people to dig up people from their past and demand "closure" are jackasses. Seriously, what is the point of trying to stir up 6-year-old shit? To re-open old wounds? Seriously, what is the logic?)   Anyway, due to the beauty of caller ID, I screened her calls and let the machine take them. They weren't mean or anything, she just wanted an apology. Well, to paraphrase House, you either get to ask for an apology, or you get to threaten to shoot me, you don't get both. And to be perfectly honest, I have nothing to apologize for other than having been 20 years old and attractive. I didn't actually do any of the things she still firmly believes I did.   She left three messages, the last one ending with, "I'm not going to call you again, but you know, I believe in Karma"   Snort. You know what, me too. I made mistakes, I learned from them. I apologized when appropriate, and grew the hell up. Got less naive and less stupid. And the more I learn from my mistakes, the smoother my life seems to go. Everyone makes mistakes. Karma isn't just about cosmic retribution, it's about learning. It's about getting smacked upside the head with the clue stick if you can't figure it out for yourself. Well, I figured out what I was doing that was stupid, and I fixed it. No need for the clue-by-four.   Her, on the other hand... Well, her life has not been so smooth. Some things beyond her control, but by no means all. Seriously, if she wants to dig up 6 year old shit, she can wallow in it all by her lonesome. And honesly, has no right to complain about the stink, since she's the one who dug it up. I wonder why, if she believes so much in Karma, she can't see that the universe might be trying to tell her that her own hunger for drama is stupid.   So, yeah. i don't really know where I was going with this, I just wanted to get off my chest how funny I thought it all was...

antimony

antimony

 

Their karma just jumped up...

I have always been amused by the saying: "their karma just jumped up and bit them in the ass." It's so much more colorful than sayings like "what goes around comes around," or "they got their just desserts." That's probably because I had an Airedale named Karma, and I always could picture the literal Karma laying around in angelic sleep, then suddenly jumping up and chomping butt.   Popular culture in the U.S. has turned "karma" into such a cliche, as in "peace, love and good karma, man," but karma is a two-way street.   And if you haven't figured it out, while I don't really take pleasure in other's misfortunes, sometimes it really interesting to see a fast turn-around of karma. Sometimes it's very, very slow, and other times it's as if events reach a critical mass, and karma wakes up in a big hurry. I think those of us who get little karmic nips all the time are luckier than those who have karma sitting there and watching, just like a terrier waiting for hours for the vermin to move out from under the building. Because then it's just a "ker-pow" of a punch.   There's a couple of people who I know fairly well who are walking around with chunks missing from their butts because karma just got them. I'm sorry life is anything but a dream right now, but I hope it's a wakeup call. You just can't treat people that way forever.

valentina

valentina

 

Why Wonder Diva loves her doggies

I think I've mentioned before that I have a lot of Wonder Woman stuff sitting around my office, in addition to Marx Brothers memorabilia and various quirky artsy things and photos of my dogs. I ascribe to the Wonder Woman archetype a little too much, I suppose, or I want everyone to believe I'm like that. I have a girlfriend who refers to me as the Wonder Diva. But like Wonder Woman, I sometimes get a little tired of everyone thinking I'm impervious to their bad behavior, or that I don't have feelings. Letting down my guard is not something that I do readily or willingly. As a result, people can hurt my feelings a lot, but they think I'm hyper-rational and bulletproof.   Which is why the Wonder Diva loves her dogs (and her Puddin' Tom and her birdies.) The doggies are probably a pair of overbonded creatures, but they don't buy into the Wonder Diva facade and they don't care that I'm not bulletproof. It's more important to them that I am soft and vulnerable, because they were both abused and neglected dogs when I got them. They know I'll take care of them and I'll never hurt them. That sort of trust means everything to me.   And lots of people find openness and softness really alarming, while animals breathe a sigh of relief and relax. My yoga teacher's other passion is dog agility training, and she and I often talk about how humans become very habituated to keeping their nervous systems in a constant state of agitation. Oddly, many people find quiet and softness more disconcerting that going 500 MPH all day long. I just don't understand that. You see, Wonder Diva is really a yogini who doesn't let most people know that side of her . So if you have a dog or a kitty, or any other sort of pet that you can sit and hold, go find the quiet that they love. It's great for both of you.

valentina

valentina

 

Itching, dancing, and time alone

My back itches! And that's pretty much all I have to say about that. My legs are also itching like a fiend for some unknown reason. I'm convinced that my skin has declared hostile intent and constantly looks for new ways to torture me.   Tonight I'm absurdly glad that I will be able to have a nice quiet dinner, watch tv, and finish my belly dance belt without any interruption. I love my husband but sometimes it's nice to be home alone. My mom always said I'd make a good hermit. I do like being around people but I also love reading a good book for hours or just watching tv while I knit or sew. There weren't many kids my age in my neighborhood when I was growing up so I learned how to amuse myself at an early on. I think this might also be the reason why I talk to myself so much.   This weekend will be my first performance as a belly dancer. I'm a little nervous but I'm also happy because it will make my dancing seem a bit more real since someone else other than my teacher and her husband will see me perform. Luckily it's going to be somewhat informal so the stage fright won't be so bad. I just hope I do ok.

miss apple

miss apple

 

Why?

I wonder why I don't have any friends and no-one seems to like me?   Truthfully, I whine a lot more online than I do in real life, but I still seem to not be able to attract any friends at all.   If something happens to Todd, I'd have no-one, since my family doesn't really care either. I'm sure if I didn't make an effort to stay in touch, they'd never call me.   My cousin is even ditching me the weekend of my shower to go to a Tigers game, which really makes me sad. I'm not going to be able to come back to Michigan very often, and she decides that she would rather go watch a baseball game in Detroit than hang out with me. I know now why my bach. party was moved from Saturday night to Friday night.   Sorry, I'm just feeling very sick today, which makes me sad and depressed.

Eoywin

Eoywin

 

more records... LOL. "Tested, not owned..."

Tested * Shanghai 4/25 from Hennafairy * Calliope 4/25 from Hennafairy * Black Cat 4/25 from Hennafairy * Phantom 4/25 from Hennafairy * The Red Queen 4/25 from Hennafairy * Bewitched 4/25 from Hennafairy Yemaya 4/25 from Hennafairy Peony Moon 5/19 from Hennafairy * monsterbait: underpants5/19 from Hennafairy

eviltemptressdq

eviltemptressdq

 

Blind Ambition

Snarky is mostly blind.   Granted, she's still a few (scant) steps away from being legally blind, but her eyesight is bad enough that sans glasses or contacts, she's pretty much waving her arms Frankenstein style and doing the nervous Don't-Crush-My-Toes-Slow-Dance/Tippy-Toes-Sweep-Walk that extreme myopia choreographs.   Given all this, Snarky just wanted to take a quick moment to praise Chez Snark to it's blessed little rafters for having just enough square footage to allow for all the Snarks' crap to be spread out all over the place and still have enough room left over to maintain clear, blind people walkways.   It has gotten to the point that The Snarks can't remember a time when All This Stuff fit in to a less-than 800 square foot apartment. How'd they do it? Maaaagic!   Snarky also wants to bless Chez Snark's little anthropomorphized heart for having an added bonus accessory of an old charcoal grill. The Snarks enjoyed beef kabobs, roasted corn, and 'taters, followed by more-or-less successful dark chocolate s'mores for the Fourth. Unfortunately, they could not motivate their lazy behinds into making a nice pitcher of Sangria but there's plenty of time for that yet.

darkitysnark

darkitysnark

 

I'm a horrible person

I'm tired and cranky, and I did a horrible thing.   I bitched to Todd about his parents, about things I thought he agreed with, and now seemingly he is angry with me.   So, now I'm crying at work, and I just feel like the world's most horrible person.   The worst thing, is I won't really get to talk to him until Friday, because our differing schedules, and I have no friends to really vent to.   I'm just worn out, tired, and seemingly everyone (including Todd) thinks I shouldn't be. Planning a wedding by yourself is hard, and my job is hard and stressful too. But no-one thinks that I need or deserve a break, which is what this past weekend was suppose to be..

Eoywin

Eoywin

 

Dream On

Since my previous entry was a prolonged rant, I'm doing another entry to lighten up the mood, and it's on one of my more favorite subjects.   I turned on TV last night and there on the screen was some absurd CBS 4th of July special, featuring Boston Pops doing a live outdoor concert. But when I turned it on, Aerosmith was playing along with the Boston Pops. What? I guess the Aerosmith boys came from the Boston area. But it was surreal, to say the least. First of all, these days, Steven Tyler has a tighter face than his daughter Liv. It does not look especially flattering on him -- a bit too much work, I think. But I could have lived with that, had he sounded halfway normal. Oh my hell, his voice made the menacing cat scream-growl noise uttered by Puddin' Tom sound like the song of a lark. Tyler at his best never had a resonant or clarion-clear rock star voice, but this was off-key and vocal chord polyp-inducing squalling. I nearly hit the mute right away. Actually, I did so when he started to hack his way through "Dream On." It was just too sad.   But Joe Perry was, well, Joe Perry. He and Steven did look like they got into a Clairol frost 'n tip hair highlight system together, but I like the way it looks on Joe. (Do I dislike they way anything looks on Joe? Probably not.) Joe has two big platinum blonde streaks running on either side of his part, and it looks rather dramatic, as if he needs any more drama and presence.   Poor Steven Tyler was working very hard to keep the energy and drama focused on him, and all Joe had to do was stand there, play the guitar and toss his head around. If you got it, you got it.   ETA: OK, I just read that Steven Tyler was "fresh from surgery on his vocal chords," so that's why he sounded so bad. But that's like getting a liver transplant and going out and drinking shots a month after you've been released from the hospital! Rest your voice, Steven.

valentina

valentina

 

The house hasn't burned down yet

My brother is about 12 years older than I am, and thus, I'm right in between his age and his oldest daughter's age. So once when I was about 19 and Lori was about 7, Lori decided she wanted to send my dad a letter, and she wanted to dictate it to me. It was really quite hilarious and I think my dad saved it for a long time. It started out: "Hi Grandpa. How are you? I am fine. The house hasn't burned down yet."   And therefore, the title of today's entry. For whatever reason, the firework lunacy around my town seemed to occur on the evening of July 3, rather than July 4. The next door neighbors have been out of town for over a week, leaving their 17-year-old daughter to care for the household. She was having an allegedly wholesome teen gathering at the house, complete with fireworks. Then, about 2 a.m., I was awakened from my slumbers because someone was frantically ringing the doorbell over and over. I got to the door and yelled "WHO IS IT?" and the response was: "YOUR FENCE IS ON FIRE!"   Great. I ran out the back door, turned on the hose and for whatever reason, ran to the right part of the yard. My DH was left standing confused and didn't even know where I went. But the time I got around the corner, the fire was almost out, for the neighbor's daughter had also turned out their hose and was spraying down the fence.   The explanation: although there were about 4 carloads of kids hanging around, they just all happened to be driving past, and hadn't been spending time there. They claim they stopped and rang the doorbell, couldn't wake us up, and went to her house and got her to come out and put out the fire. Yeah, right. I'm a light sleeper and one doorbell ding is all it takes to rouse me from horizontal slumber to a sitting-straight- up, wide awake state.   And the fire was really caused by a plastic gas can that was set on fire. The fence was scorched due to its proximity to the gas can. The kdis, of course, had no idea who had started it, or where the gas can came from, but it was a random act of arson.   Once the kids heard my DH has finally come to his senses and called the fire department, everyone who just happened to be driving by got in their cars and promptly left. This included the friend who was supposed to be staying with the neighbor's daughter. The neighbor girl's eyes popped out of her head when she heard the firemen were arriving, and that they would probably call the police. She yelped: "But the fire is OUT!" Apparently the two guys who knocked on our door felt it was a good idea to let us know the fence was on fire, while the others didn't want us to figure it out. Our neighbor's daughter feigned great innocence to the fireman and the cops and claimed she'd been indoors watching movies when the act of arson occurred.   The cops took forever to arrive, so we were up until almost 5 in the morning. The police just rolled their eyes at her story. By light of day, you could see where the gas can was on fire in their driveway, and someone kicked it (probably to get it away from her car, not a bad idea), it rolled down an incline toward our fence, and then it scorched the fence.   This is the daughter of people who have a patio chimnea in the the back and like to burn tree branches in it, but if the branches are too green to burn well, they dump charcoal lighter on it and get flames jumping 3 or 4 feet out of the chimnea. I am sure they will also take no responsibility for anything, because she's obviously copping to nothing. The firemen did take pains to point out to her how the fire could have really damaged her house a lot, because if it had continued, it would have gone up into a tree and hopped over to the roof her her house first.   And crap, just last week I had commented that she's very good at playing the wholesome cheerleader, fine Christian girl routine, but she's obviously a bit more of a handful than her older sister. But the parents don't seem to get it, because they're too busy acting like they're socially superior to their neighbors, while they guzzle beer and burn scrap lumber in their chimnea.   So why is it that when people act either superior or have to wear their wholesomeness on their sleeves, it's usually to cover up something else?

valentina

valentina

 

On inlaws and the holiday

My inlaws are driving me insane. I like them and all, but I hope they don't come back to visit for a long, long, long time.   My mother in law tends to be really, really, really judgemental, and tries taking over things. She basically took over the bbq yesterday. She also took the wallpaper off in our bedroom (which I should add, I did quite a bit of myself), and primer-ed and painted that wall. Well, splaking (I have no idea how to spell that this morning) took place because there was a bunch of holes in the wall, and yesterday she tried to vacum up the splakle (sp?).   Well, the vacum started to smoke, and she decided that it wasn't because she vacumed up the splakle, but because we hadn't changed the bag on it.   We have hard wood floors, and only really use one room with carpet, so we don't need to vacum that often. But she proceded to bitch about it the rest of the evening (she also vacummed our hard wood floors, which pissed Todd off to the point that he unplugged the vacum)   Plus their idea of cleaning is driving me nuts too. This includes Todd's grandmother too. I had to move stuff around in the kitchen because they put it away wrong (which isn't that big of a deal, but I'm wearing thin on patience because of tiredness). And what took the cake was this morning, at 6:30 am, I was in the bathroom getting ready for work. I went to comb my hair, and my comb was no where to be found.   I keep a comb in the shower, for combing my hair out in the shower, and that's where both my combs were! Why in the world would I need two combs in the shower? It really irritated me.   Plus, because of them being here, I haven't slept well since Sunday, so I'm exhausted. This is honestly the last thing I needed right now. What I need is a break, but instead I got a long weekend of being irritated and exhausted.   Yesterday wasn't all bad. Our friends, Alice and Josh came over for the bbq, and I'm soooo glad that they did. We talked and watched tv, until it was time to eat, then we ate. Afterwards, we played quite a few games of 'Apples to Apples', then attempted to play Trival Pursuit - the 90's edition, but ran out of time.   We headed over to Alice and Josh's place around 9, because we were going to watch the Lake Julian fireworks. But it started downpouring, thundering and lightening while we were driving over there, so Todd & I decided that we would just go home (after we went to their house and told them) because even if it stopped storming in time to have the fireworks, the ground would still probably be wet, and it wouldn't be that fun.   I was pretty bummed out though, I was looking forward to seeing the fireworks.   My inlaws are suppose to be leaving by 4 today, and I hope to God they are gone by the time I get home from work.

Eoywin

Eoywin

 

traveling yet again

wahoo! I have no packages in my possession right now! I'm heading out of town tomorrow and can leave with a clear conscience; I only have about a gazillion imps of my own to test (to clear through what packs I've already seen).   ah, but at least I'm making progress. so far I've had 13 imp packs pass through my hand. canning and smoking fish is conducive to testing scents, you're in one place pretty much for the whole time the canning/smoking is going on.

cranberry

cranberry

 

More Explosions--26 planned

A colleague just called, it is 9am here and already three explosions (there were two yesterday). One hit an Afghan Army bus and there were a high number of casualties.   I am at home today, however; I am not sure why, but sometimes I get migraines and I start vomiting for hours. After everything is out of my system I am OK. It doesn't matter what I eat or drink or my stress level, it just happens. Anyone have any ideas what could be causing this?   It's going to be a long summer.   Damn--the rundown as of 1:30 pm:   1. 0725hrs. Location. District 2, Asay Watt area, close to the Ministry of Communication. A Remote-Control Device/bomb (RCIED) in a trash bin beside the road exploded and 39 Afghan National Army (ANA) personnel were wounded. The bus then went out of control crashing into a shop selling gas bottles and fuel, causing an explosion and a fire.       2. 0800hrs.     Incident report: C2606015- 0049, Lab-e-Jar Khair Khana, District 11       Location: Lab-e-Jar Khair Khana , Kabul City, District 11,       Incident type: RCIED attack       Date/Time: 05 July, approximately 0800 hrs       Report status: Confirmed   Information: Reports received indicate that a handcart packed with explosives was detonated via remote control in the above mentioned area. The intended target was a bus belonging to the Ministry of Commerce. As a result of the explosion, 4 passengers were reportedly injured and one killed. No further information at this stage.   Casualties: 4 wounded and 1 killed       Arrest: Nil       Assessment: The exact motive behind this attack is unknown however these types of attacks are usually carried out by Anti-Government Elements (AGE’s). This is the second attack this week which has been targeted at government structures. More attacks of this nature; particularly targeted at Government facets should be expected in the near future.       3. 0840hrs. The US Embassy is allowing official Americans to travel in Kabul only for essential reasons. The Consular Section encourages all Americans to limit their travel in the city as well, and cautions Americans who do move about Kabul, to avoid those neighborhoods and to be particularly vigilant.       4. 0925hrs. British Military & ISAF have just placed the city Out Of Bounds (OOB) to non-armored vehicles, further emphasizing an increased threat across the city for at least the rest of the day.       5. 1200hrs. According to unconfirmed information received, the Terror Network Al-Quaida has allegedly claimed responsibility for the 2 explosions this morning in Kabul city. As reported the statement included that another 26 explosive attacks would follow today in Kabul city. This report is as unconfirmed as it gets in the moment but already circulating around Kabul city. In order to mitigate risk to our staff in case there is some credibility to this, I have advised our staff to stay clear of all Military/Government vehicles and compounds as they would be the most likely target and restrict movement to essential only for the time being.       6. 1230hrs. ISAF report that to date, 2 x Improvised Explosive Devices (IEDs) detonated and 1 x IED was found and controlled detonated in PDs 1/2. A further 3 x IEDs have been found around the city at undisclosed locations. No details of the IEDs have been released.

Confection

Confection

 

Entire GC Swap Reviews - 13bodies Package #3

Cross-posted to the reviews forum.   This package contains: Oberon, Penny Dreadful, Port-au-Prince, Skuld, Tzadikim Nistarim, Urd. (I didn't have to test any of the imps from the package -- I already had all these.)   Oberon - Orchid, white musk, and bergamot wafting over juniper berries, with a gentle touch of soft, earthy patchouli. Based on the notes, I should like this. However, the first time I tried it I didn't like it at all. I tried it again as part of the GC circular swap. Now I remember why I didn't like it -- it is too sharply floral at first. It's a little too lemony for me (juniper berries and white musk both tend to smell a bit like lemons on my skin). If I got orchids and patchouli out of this I would be very happy. Instead it kind of smells like dirty lemons and old lady perfumey powder.   Penny Dreadful - Soft perfume evocative of noir heroines over rich red grave loam. (Reviewed 4/22/06) There's a sort of honey sweetness to this one, but unfortunately there is also a strong dirt smell, which doesn't agree with me. I like the way it smells in the imp though, so I think I'll try it in a scent locket.   Port-au-Prince - Dark, decadent and incomparably exotic: the rich scent of buttered rum flavored with almond, bay, clove and sassafras. Strange, I thought I reviewed this already. I can't find a review, though. I really like this oil -- at first the almond is strong, the clove is barely there, and the whole thing is buttery and soft. Then it morphs into a smooth clove scent. It's rich and full, and it definitely smells decadent. It has very good throw and lasts quite a while, too.   Skuld - Being. Ylang ylang, honey, Egyptian and Arabian musks and labdanum. When I first got into BPAL I really wanted to try Skuld because it seemed like it was terribly popular. Then I got an imp of it, eagerly took a sniff, and then wondered what everyone thought was so great about it. Poor ickle Skuld, shunned to the back of the imp box. I got the imp out to try it again as part of the GC circular swap, and now I see what all the fuss was about. This really does smell wonderful. Charming and bright, warm and soothing. Pretty but not overly feminine. This doesn't smell like perfume, it doesn't smell like flowers, it doesn't smell like fruit -- if someone else was wearing this, I would definitely ask her what it was. You wouldn't expect a person to smell like this. It's unusual and very intriguing.   Tzadikim Nistarim - The scent is one of unadulterated spiritual purity, with a taste of the world's eternal pathos, and the joy of suffering with grace: frankincense, olive, spikenard, hyssop and galangal. This smells exactly like a weed smelled in the field behind my house growing up. I don't know why, I have no idea what note is causing that. It's a sweet weedy scent. It's a little unsettling to me. I think it may be the spikenard -- I smelled spikenard oil once and thought it was revolting. But anyway, I really don't like this blend at all.   Urd - Fate. Muscadine, black and red patchouli, cereus and nag champa. Mmmm, nag champa and patchouli. There is definitely a grapey scent to it, but it's not overpowering at all. This smells good on me, but it truly smells lovely on my sister. On her skin it goes from rich and smoky to mysteriously sultry. She's not normally a patchouli and nag champa kind of gal, but even she had to admit that Urd smells fantastic on her.

filigree_shadow

filigree_shadow

 

Happy "Independence" Everyone! Now GET YOUR WAR ON

OK, I try not to talk about domestic issues, because this is a blog about my experiences in Afghanistan, but this is very alarming.   So let me get this straight, seven months before September 11 my government decided to start spying on me? I hope a motherfucker gets impeached and thrown out of office on his monkey ass if this is true.   Speaking of "domestic spying", we have moved into a new house (our old house was looted and almost set on fire) and there are guys coming and going to do repairs. Last night about 7:00, one of the neighbors (an old, white-bearded Afghan) came over to talk to my husband (who had been drinking since noon because he had the day off). They were outside talking for at least 45 minutes--in times like these I am glad I am a woman in Afghanistan--and the purpose of the meeting? The neighbor asked my husband to inform him when people will be on our roof because he has daughters and the men could see them!   (Honestly, I was quite relieved because I thought for sure he had come to admonish me for prancing around the house and yard in my underwear.)   Meanwhile, just got a phone call that two improvised explosive devices have blown up at the Ministries of Internal Affairs and Finance.   Nothing left to do but post a little GET YOUR WAR ON:       The funny thing about the latter comic strip is that international donors (UNDP, for example) have poured millions of dollars into programs to disarm former militia members, and now Karzai wants them armed again because apparently the program was a fuck up and a little too premature, no?

Confection

Confection

 

Head Shops!

I confess: I love shopping at head shops. I am not a pot-smoker -- I've tried it a few times at parties and I suppose I enjoyed it, but that was years ago and to me all the trouble of buying it on the "black market" (that sounds funny to say) isn't worth the mild buzz it gives. Not that I'm into stronger drugs, I've never tried anything stronger, but I guess the allure of alternate realities isn't tempting enough for me. Give me some friends and some beer or wine and I'm having a great time.   But head shops are so cool, probably because of the whole dorm-room chic -- I love the bamboo curtains and band posters and black lights. Maybe because I never lived in a dorm or an apartment with roommates and didn't have the "real" college experience, because I lived at home the first 3 years of college and then moved out with my then-boyfriend and now-husband. I kinda feel like I missed out on the fun.   We have a great head shop near us, called "Puff 'n' Stuff." Hee! They actually have a decent beer selection (I Boddington's) and wine and cigars, but they also have the crazy pipes and rolling papers and accoutrements of the serious smokers. I love looking at all the stuff in the glass cases -- maybe because it's illicit, but some of these glass pipes are really beautiful. I don't even smoke cigarettes, but it reminds me of opium dens and lounging on pillows and thinking deep thoughts.

dawndie

dawndie

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