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Nightingale

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About Nightingale

  • Rank
    wrist-sniffing wench
  • Birthday 05/18/1970

Location

  • Location
    Scotland
  • Country
    United Kingdom

Contact Methods

  • eBay
    nightingalea
  • AIM
    ambnightingale@aol.com
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  • MSN
    Nightingale
  • Website URL
    http://www.audranightingale.com

BPAL

  • BPAL of the Day
    Aeval of course!!
  • Favorite Scents
    Absolute favourites are Aeval, O and Midway, but loving Black Widow, Dorian, Sin, Lust, Snake Charmer, Black Phoenix, Dance of Death etc etc etc Love patchouli and amber

Profile Information

  • Gender
    Female
  • Interests
    First and foremost....absolutely LOOOOOVE my doggie Max and my three little bunny rabbits, Tallulah, Laurence and Tinkerbell - they're all just TOOO cute for words. BPAL (obviously! LOL), mad on music but especially Foo Fighters, Muse, Queens of the Stone Age, Distillers, Amy Winehouse, Pj Harvey.....the list just goes on and on. Love my piercings and tattoos and really looking forward to getting lots more...definitely getting some lotus flowers tattooed somewhere about my person this year!! Currently have a rather large dragon on my back, some chinese symbols on the back of my neck, Foo Fighters logo and "Don't dream it, be it" on my shoulder (I do the whole Rocky Horror thing too!!). I'm also trying to decide where I want pierced next. Got my tragus done just before christimas (which I'd been wanting done for AGES), but can't decide the next place to be skewered. Love painting, especially ceramics at the moment. Actually, I've gone back to loads of my crafty ways recently, having taken knitting up again. I think now that I've got more time I can fill it with more craftiness :-) I'm a partner in a web design company and a qualified Swedish Massage therapist
  • Mood
    Concerned

Astrology

  • Astrological Info
    Western astrological sign - Taurus (stubborn as hell!), Chinese Zodiac - Metal Dog
  • Chinese Zodiac Sign
    Dog
  • Western Zodiac Sign
    Taurus
  1. Nightingale

    My Sad Birthday

    Thanks for that. I'm trying to remember all the good times, but at the moment it's very difficult.
  2. Nightingale

    My Sad Birthday

    Well, yesterday was my 38th birthday and it was the saddest birthday I've ever had. Let me explain.... My beloved best friend, my golden retriever Max, my boy, passed away 4 weeks ago on 19th April, aged 3 years old. Although we don't know for certain what happened, the vet suspects that it was either a massive heart attack, an aneurism or a huge epileptic fit (although he had never suffered any heart problems or epilepsy prior to his passing). It all happened so suddenly. One minute we were playing outside, the next he went inside, I followed and within 20 - 30 seconds he was gone. Just like that. Although I gave him heart massage and mouth to mouth, the poor soul passed away very quickly and it has haunted me since. You see, my boy wasn't just a dog to me. I have no desire to have children, so he was my child, my best friend, my confidante. I didn't just love him, I was in love with him (although not in any seedy kind of way, I just loved him to bits). His passing has left me confused, crushed and completely and utterly heartbroken. The world seems totally different and everything appears to be flat and two dimensional. In an instant, the world changed for me. So you'll understand why my birthday was the saddest I've ever had. Usually my boyfriend and mum humour me by writing a card from Max and from my bunnies, but yesterday the card was only from my bunnies. I am currently waiting for the patter of tiny paws from a mating of Max's dad and aunt, but no puppy will ever replace my boy. He was the most special, loving, loyal, gentle, kind and handsome boy anyone could ever ask for and his mummy was, and still is, so proud of him. I hope my baby is at peace now and knows that I love and miss him more than any number of words could ever express. Although I have cried for him every day since his passing, should I cry every day until I die no amount of tears could ever be enough for such a wonderful boy. Sorry for this depressing and sad blog, but it's how I'm feeling. Max 30-11-2004 to 19-04-2008
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