I'm tired and cranky, and I did a horrible thing.

I bitched to Todd about his parents, about things I thought he agreed with, and now seemingly he is angry with me.

So, now I'm crying at work, and I just feel like the world's most horrible person.

The worst thing, is I won't really get to talk to him until Friday, because our differing schedules, and I have no friends to really vent to.

I'm just worn out, tired, and seemingly everyone (including Todd) thinks I shouldn't be. Planning a wedding by yourself is hard, and my job is hard and stressful too. But no-one thinks that I need or deserve a break, which is what this past weekend was suppose to be..