its difficult keeping track of so many blogging methods...

either way, if you haven't heard from me or if ive been mia it is only because i have been dealing with a family emergency that has ended tragically.

funeral will be monday. so ive been trying to divert my attention to school and everything else including working out like a fiend. i guess we all have ways to cope and im no stranger to feeling the repercussions of somone's death.

anyway - im here. PRESENT. just not the normal giddy FERN everyone is used to. a more subdued version is available. a downgrade of sorts.

<3

fern