So we got the mortgage, but not the house. Odd, considering I could've sworn it'd go exactly opposite.

I won't go into the details; I'm already in a bad mood, no need to make it worse. I'll copy/paste from my LJ the list of things I'm stressed out about.

Things I'm dealing with:

1. a possibility about my personality issues that fits

2. waiting for a call back about getting tested for said issues

3. same for Alex

4. frustration/pissed that the hospital that was supposed to help me never called us back despite the fact that Mar left several messages (but I sent them a nasty email about it)

5. various friends and troubles and worry

6. hearing back about our offer on the house... apparently they called and said they were counteroffering, but the paperwork is nowhere to be found

7. everything I consult, tarot cards, runes, whatever, are saying to be patient and i really cannot be patient and stop worrying

8. the possibility that #1 could change both me and Alex's lives for the better

9. the good possibilities of #6 and the accompanying anxiety over the possibility of not getting it

10. the overwhelming possibilities of everything and that my life and my family's lives could drastically change for the better and how much I want that and how I'm trying so hard not to get my hopes up so that I don't end up disappointed

11. someone being a dumbass on the BPAL board and changing a thread title I started because she "didn't want to offend" anyone, despite the fact that the term I used I GOT from the people with the condition, who proudly call themselves that. Also the fact that the new title is misspelled, and apparently the feelings of the hypothetical people that would be offended are more important than the feelings of me, who was and is offended.

12. the utter uncertainty of everything right now

13. people who don't get hints and ect.

14. changes in plans

15. the stress of trying to come up with all the potential ways I could inadvertantly piss people off and subsequently trying to cover all my bases

As is evident, there's a lot on my mind. It makes me very... well, "rawry" for lack of a more accurate term.

Monday cannot come soon enough. Answers cannot come soon enough. Good things cannot possibly come soon enough.